24 January 2012

i drink my hot tea after i took a bath, and then i listen to geographic channel.for what?exam on weds.hard to believe that i study-PEPS. I STUDY-.there's an attraction to force me to study, but my willingness still same, absolutely zero.So, rather than listen how to make a good breed for a cow, i opened my Norwegian wood and i think i must go to a new place, where i don't know anyone, make a new circle which it's hard to do.

#nowplaying passion pit - eyes as candles

i just downloaded it yesterday.SOPA action  has  been scared me  lately.

23 January 2012

THE THINGS THAT POSSESSED MY CONTEMPORARY SOUL


WOLF PARADE ALBUM.APOLOGIE TO THE QUEEN MARY 
PINA COLADA
DANCE

THE OTHER THINGS ARE ; A HUMAN FACES SHAPED RING FROM DIA.LO.GUE KEMANG, AND THE DINO NECKALE, NAOKO FROM NORWEGIAN WOOD NOVEL BY HARUKI MURAKAMI, ALSO THE SONG BY THE BEATLES, THE CHOREOGRAPH FROM MY TEACHER, HOW REGINA SPEKTOR SING THE GHOST OF CORPORATE FUTURE, AND THE LYRICS, THE SLEEPYHEAD ACCOUTICS VERSION BY SOME PEPS THAT I DON'T KNOW AND THE PASSION PIT HIMSELF, COMPOSITION FROM SLEEP WALKING BY FINE FRENZY.

pergab

i was doing camp in cibubur.i noticed this bed and the fact that i'm good enough to not bring this bed to my home.So i can decorate, paint it, give ffluuufeh pillow and warm blanket to it.tehee --v

here, i'm trying to control my self-note : not just my emotion, or nightmares thingy, or whatever it is-

        emm i've been  still having nightmares 2 weeks in a row-not very sure it's 2 weeks- i always try to remember it after i woke up, but helplessly it just gone by itself.no memories left, just the emotions-rushy adrenaline works very fast- i'm not trying to dramatize the scene when i woke up, but after having those dreams.i'm feeling weird, like my spirit did the half life, it's hard to push your body to the bathroom, and hard to realize that this is today and i must go to school.
am i that lazy bastard?yes, yes i am.
        i didn't get any troubles with socializing with other people nowadays.but, i'm still green in this thing.actually it'sa  nice to gain friends to share stories with :) my family did the same good things to me.soon, we will move out, and papa promise me for my doc mart and other course.