23 January 2012

here, i'm trying to control my self-note : not just my emotion, or nightmares thingy, or whatever it is-

        emm i've been  still having nightmares 2 weeks in a row-not very sure it's 2 weeks- i always try to remember it after i woke up, but helplessly it just gone by itself.no memories left, just the emotions-rushy adrenaline works very fast- i'm not trying to dramatize the scene when i woke up, but after having those dreams.i'm feeling weird, like my spirit did the half life, it's hard to push your body to the bathroom, and hard to realize that this is today and i must go to school.
am i that lazy bastard?yes, yes i am.
        i didn't get any troubles with socializing with other people nowadays.but, i'm still green in this thing.actually it'sa  nice to gain friends to share stories with :) my family did the same good things to me.soon, we will move out, and papa promise me for my doc mart and other course.

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