i drink my hot tea after i took a bath, and then i listen to geographic channel.for what?exam on weds.hard to believe that i study-PEPS. I STUDY-.there's an attraction to force me to study, but my willingness still same, absolutely zero.So, rather than listen how to make a good breed for a cow, i opened my Norwegian wood and i think i must go to a new place, where i don't know anyone, make a new circle which it's hard to do.

#nowplaying passion pit - eyes as candles

i just downloaded it yesterday.SOPA action  has  been scared me  lately.

THE THINGS THAT POSSESSED MY CONTEMPORARY SOUL

WOLF PARADE ALBUM.APOLOGIE TO THE QUEEN MARY 

PINA COLADA

DANCE

THE OTHER THINGS ARE ; A HUMAN FACES SHAPED RING FROM DIA.LO.GUE KEMANG, AND THE DINO NECKALE, NAOKO FROM NORWEGIAN WOOD NOVEL BY HARUKI MURAKAMI, ALSO THE SONG BY THE BEATLES, THE CHOREOGRAPH FROM MY TEACHER, HOW REGINA SPEKTOR SING THE GHOST OF CORPORATE FUTURE, AND THE LYRICS, THE SLEEPYHEAD ACCOUTICS VERSION BY SOME PEPS THAT I DON'T KNOW AND THE PASSION PIT HIMSELF, COMPOSITION FROM SLEEP WALKING BY FINE FRENZY.

pergab

i was doing camp in cibubur.i noticed this bed and the fact that i'm good enough to not bring this bed to my home.So i can decorate, paint it, give ffluuufeh pillow and warm blanket to it.tehee --v

here, i'm trying to control my self-note : not just my emotion, or nightmares thingy, or whatever it is-

        emm i've been  still having nightmares 2 weeks in a row-not very sure it's 2 weeks- i always try to remember it after i woke up, but helplessly it just gone by itself.no memories left, just the emotions-rushy adrenaline works very fast- i'm not trying to dramatize the scene when i woke up, but after having those dreams.i'm feeling weird, like my spirit did the half life, it's hard to push your body to the bathroom, and hard to realize that this is today and i must go to school.
am i that lazy bastard?yes, yes i am.
        i didn't get any troubles with socializing with other people nowadays.but, i'm still green in this thing.actually it'sa  nice to gain friends to share stories with :) my family did the same good things to me.soon, we will move out, and papa promise me for my doc mart and other course.

wise crack on the morning

feeling not-so-productive again.in the down stage.

i would change my bedroom

my bedroom is a mess.i preffer to chose the smaller room-next month we're gonna move to kemang.hope there won't be a problem- i would like to decorate my room with these things :

plants.to keep it fresh in the morning.it's a bad idea to face the fact that plants do breathing.but maybe not the real plants.the fake one maybe?

the old books.love the smells :D

old poster.all the scene from pierrot le fou please?

some glowy things.everything that an glow in the dark is the one of the coolest thing in the earth.

and the other is : a lot of boxes to keep my past thingy, will wrap that with the colourful rainbow ribbon.all my makeup stuff, candles maybe?o yeah my school stuff er.i want a lace thingy for my curtains.and little lamps in my bookself, porcelain dolls, all the cookies, big death tree(fake), christmast stuffs to hung in my death tree.and full jar of cookies.the big inspiration board, magz stuff, and good wallpaper on the wall.fabs right?imagine it

damn it wasn't on the right paper

a little shit that came from bio

EMPTY HEART 

it sucks.i know i must add something aaar 

youth

"our youth is the most beautiful object."

focus is zero.but just love it ._.

I usually bring this book to anywhere and anytime.once, i losted it, i got an electric shock and panic for a week, because this book is my de-a-reey,contains alot of draft of my mind ; shit, and the other shit.So it's rough.I also do doodle on it, and rough too, never success on it.The best thing on this book is the look.My friends said it looks like a bible.too bad it's not, i'm not that religious.and i'm too lazy to put the date, i'm not write a history.

bible?