wise crack on the morning

feeling not-so-productive again.in the down stage.

i would change my bedroom

my bedroom is a mess.i preffer to chose the smaller room-next month we're gonna move to kemang.hope there won't be a problem- i would like to decorate my room with these things :

plants.to keep it fresh in the morning.it's a bad idea to face the fact that plants do breathing.but maybe not the real plants.the fake one maybe?

the old books.love the smells :D

old poster.all the scene from pierrot le fou please?

some glowy things.everything that an glow in the dark is the one of the coolest thing in the earth.

and the other is : a lot of boxes to keep my past thingy, will wrap that with the colourful rainbow ribbon.all my makeup stuff, candles maybe?o yeah my school stuff er.i want a lace thingy for my curtains.and little lamps in my bookself, porcelain dolls, all the cookies, big death tree(fake), christmast stuffs to hung in my death tree.and full jar of cookies.the big inspiration board, magz stuff, and good wallpaper on the wall.fabs right?imagine it

damn it wasn't on the right paper

a little shit that came from bio

EMPTY HEART 

it sucks.i know i must add something aaar 

youth

"our youth is the most beautiful object."

focus is zero.but just love it ._.

I usually bring this book to anywhere and anytime.once, i losted it, i got an electric shock and panic for a week, because this book is my de-a-reey,contains alot of draft of my mind ; shit, and the other shit.So it's rough.I also do doodle on it, and rough too, never success on it.The best thing on this book is the look.My friends said it looks like a bible.too bad it's not, i'm not that religious.and i'm too lazy to put the date, i'm not write a history.

bible?

just a little problem

i rarely speak about my relationship with my mr.orange on my blog.but for this time i'll give it a chance.honestly things are getting harder because of ..... it started from j.giveup?okey.jealously.Well, maybe it's something that not strangel to been heard as a problem in our love life.but you know, my big tendency to be stupid.I prefer to act like "see no evil, hear no evil, talk no evil" meanwhile things around me are so evil, plus a goodnews thati lost my positive side since my future haunted me.Soo, my eyes can't resist it, i took a little peek, and here we are now starting a new life as a friend a bestfriend with hugs and kisses

*strange conversation that we've had*

him : so, we aren't dating.but we did hug and kiss.so , my status is

me : madly in love with dinta.

 *the end*

conclusion : your status isn't matter as long as your love still exist :)

right?

      i didn't tell you.forgot.i've gone to paris yeeey.it was one of my big dream.i've been wondered what's eiffel tower looks like.krik.and it just like that.saachi's decision was right.

i took pola pics with pien, zsazsa, vira, kak willy

       why my pola camera is so sensitive to light?aaaargh.and i love impossible project but not their cockroach skin.it's annoying when you realize that 93% of your film has cockroach skin argh
       and it's sunday now.it sucks to waking up first.i curse everything and anything.and my latest curse goes to the shins cause i haven't been able to find their album.atleast do tour in here

any idea where can i buy the shins' album? 

LOW IDENTITY

i do care actually.

talking about love

male : landscapes of winter, and summer
female : you're a liar.what did you see?
male : i saw the cafe where Van Gogh decided to cut off his ear