wise crack on the morning

feeling not-so-productive again.in the down stage.

i would change my bedroom

my bedroom is a mess.i preffer to chose the smaller room-next month we're gonna move to kemang.hope there won't be a problem- i would like to decorate my room with these things :

plants.to keep it fresh in the morning.it's a bad idea to face the fact that plants do breathing.but maybe not the real plants.the fake one maybe?

the old books.love the smells :D

old poster.all the scene from pierrot le fou please?

some glowy things.everything that an glow in the dark is the one of the coolest thing in the earth.

and the other is : a lot of boxes to keep my past thingy, will wrap that with the colourful rainbow ribbon.all my makeup stuff, candles maybe?o yeah my school stuff er.i want a lace thingy for my curtains.and little lamps in my bookself, porcelain dolls, all the cookies, big death tree(fake), christmast stuffs to hung in my death tree.and full jar of cookies.the big inspiration board, magz stuff, and good wallpaper on the wall.fabs right?imagine it

damn it wasn't on the right paper

a little shit that came from bio

EMPTY HEART 

it sucks.i know i must add something aaar 

youth

"our youth is the most beautiful object."

focus is zero.but just love it ._.

I usually bring this book to anywhere and anytime.once, i losted it, i got an electric shock and panic for a week, because this book is my de-a-reey,contains alot of draft of my mind ; shit, and the other shit.So it's rough.I also do doodle on it, and rough too, never success on it.The best thing on this book is the look.My friends said it looks like a bible.too bad it's not, i'm not that religious.and i'm too lazy to put the date, i'm not write a history.

bible?

just a little problem

i rarely speak about my relationship with my mr.orange on my blog.but for this time i'll give it a chance.honestly things are getting harder because of ..... it started from j.giveup?okey.jealously.Well, maybe it's something that not strangel to been heard as a problem in our love life.but you know, my big tendency to be stupid.I prefer to act like "see no evil, hear no evil, talk no evil" meanwhile things around me are so evil, plus a goodnews thati lost my positive side since my future haunted me.Soo, my eyes can't resist it, i took a little peek, and here we are now starting a new life as a friend a bestfriend with hugs and kisses

*strange conversation that we've had*

him : so, we aren't dating.but we did hug and kiss.so , my status is

me : madly in love with dinta.

 *the end*

conclusion : your status isn't matter as long as your love still exist :)

right?

      i didn't tell you.forgot.i've gone to paris yeeey.it was one of my big dream.i've been wondered what's eiffel tower looks like.krik.and it just like that.saachi's decision was right.

i took pola pics with pien, zsazsa, vira, kak willy

       why my pola camera is so sensitive to light?aaaargh.and i love impossible project but not their cockroach skin.it's annoying when you realize that 93% of your film has cockroach skin argh
       and it's sunday now.it sucks to waking up first.i curse everything and anything.and my latest curse goes to the shins cause i haven't been able to find their album.atleast do tour in here

any idea where can i buy the shins' album? 

LOW IDENTITY

i do care actually.

talking about love

male : landscapes of winter, and summer
female : you're a liar.what did you see?
male : i saw the cafe where Van Gogh decided to cut off his ear

The Man Who Drives Too Much :)

taken by me.we on the way to my home after we had so much fun at his living room.and he trapped 4 hours in his car because of me.i'm sorry fii 

p.s: i love his serious face 

The Right Bunny

the fact : this my first photo that not fail.i took 2 photos before it.AND IT JUST A BLANK FILMS.atleast i got this.but still i hate the unwanted dots :(

more practice! :D

first

 

it was me holding a lollipop.krik.

i know it was fail.i forgot to protect the film with my hand. and it was fatal. 

but since it was my first experience i'm forgiven (A)

tittle : Your Ghost and Her Lolli

yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey lolli

#nowplaying : the shins - phantom limb
p.s : i'm not a lesbian 

"La Tristesse Durera Toujours"

 (It become worse than ever) 

POLAROID

       OOOOW I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR YOOOOOU SINCE MAY  :')  AND FINALLY WOOOOOOOOOOWOOOOOWOOOOOOW I HAD A NEW POLAROID I JUST BOUGHT IT FROM TOKOPOLAROID YEEEY :)

        IT'S ONE STEP, AND I WANNA GIVE A NAME.HMMMM BUT POLAROID IT'S ALREADY A COOL NAME I THINK ._.
        BUT WE GOT A PROBLEMS HERE.THE FIRST IS I BOUGHT IT SECRETLY FROM MY PARENTS HUAHAHAHA.HOPE, THEY WON'T FIND IT~

        AND THE SECOND PROBLEM I HAVEN'T BUY THE FILM YET.KRIK

(FORGOT TO TURN OFF THE CAPS AND I BOLD IT BECAUSE IT'S COOL?) 

I hate living in a cliche

   


     I'm not in the mood for study, eat, or doodling.I don't know what's wrong with me.But too much pressure and useless work here.Well, just play a happy song and keep dancing please.It's just a weird thought from Jupiter.

to-do-list

finally, i finished my old to-do-list

COOK SOMETHING

 (just let you know.it's udon and taste like .......  food  )


OIYA Happy Birthday to My Princess Danya.She's 16 now~

PICTURE OF THE DAY
   

 

Mosquito Hunter.raawr~ :B 

Soon, he will leave this house to continue his school in MHT.byeeee


*DANCING*
yess i'm the only child in hereee

unlogic

I want to change my identity for the next 36 days.Start to move to somewhere quietly, leave my family and all in peace.I'll change my hair too dyed in pink pastel, wear new glasses like this girl in frankie magazine.

frankie~

I speak fake french accent, and rent apartment in 79th floor.have a big window on the side, so i can see the night view alone with my cousin's teddy bear that i've stolen first.

the lonely teddy

 i'll draw my mind in on my tea while my laptop play the same song.

       

and i fall asleep in the condition soaked my self with the bubble in the bath.Wake up and just realise i can't pay the bills, so i run away using my bare food, I go to the hill, act like fool heidy, gotta playing with the lamb, and have a picnik in the middle of the forest.Then i realise that i lost, and i have nothing.So, i close my eyes, and follow the water sound that will guide me to a desirable place.

5

heaven can wait~

A life guard when you're drowning.

DAMN IT PHYSIC!

DAMN IT PHYSIC!

DAMN IT PHYSIC!

DAMN IT PHYSIC!

DAMN IT PHYSIC!

pergab

I said goodbye to my undone past paper for 3 days.Trip to Gunung Bundar where there's so many hills to climb, and that's our inspiration to make a parody song from ninja hatori.yeeeey~

DAY 1 : fall asleep after long journey.krik

we are the red cross~

DAY 2 : The Sun

we saw the sunshine.It was so cold, the wind always gave me a goosebumps (?)

we climbed the hill hardly.night and day.it sounded like we have a lot of teen spirit.and i got a picture that look alike with microsoft wallpaper.

and we started our little journey to the Curug Waterfall.

heaven can wait~

in the night we have Dora the Explorer for APSI 

So crap.i forgot to turn the flash on.krik

DAY 3 : GO HOME 

Back to Jakarta.and fall asleep in my messy room 

LOGIC?

 IT JUST CROSS MY MIND 

too much love will kill you.

(BULLSHIT?) 

explanation :

    Too much love from him, and i start to make a high expectation, and when i see the reality.it's so damn hurt.
     so, love wont' kill you, but high expectation will.but, high expectation comes from me.So, i kill my self?  

WHERE ARE MY POSITIVE ENERGY??

THE LAST 7 DAYS

of mr.orange :D

sounds like he will die.... 

his last 7 days.

happy birthday mr.orange.you're old now huahaha

 love you